//cheers//

2009-07-22T11:35:00.002+08:00

i'm back.

sorry for not able to find time to blog...

gp ended up in hospital for op.

den gm went in cos of food poisoning..

anyway both are safe now.

jus hav to b busy with my gm..

her discharging and stuff... =)

and been busy with restaurant city too...

im the chef.. haven really gt the juice of it..

but kept me busy..

back to psp oso.. bomber man..

Love it man~

bomb...

training my skill. ^^

wee~

k...

back to wrk LOL.

2009-07-16T23:19:00.002+08:00

my bday really over..

this year is a really low profile one..

not much pressie rcv..

think all tot gt bf big deal.

LOL.

ohwell~

even if frens hav forgotten abt me.

i gladly take it.

thank all for wishes..

noe all v busy...

even those belated ones..

im glad u bother to sms.

thank you bf for ice cream cake.

really nice...

my first tym tryin it..

hee...

thank you sis for cake ^^

thanks long for the dinner..

appreciated it.

thanks lao de, wee, qian for the dinner

and fabian for servin ><

ya tt's all...

we gg to hav sth in sept...

weeeee~ haha...

ah ah chooo~

2009-07-14T12:50:00.002+08:00

im in office bloggin..

boss not back yet..

i wanna die of bloating alrdy..

lol.

gee...

i jus realise... its only wed!

ahhhh...

went back to my usual routine reading others blog..

saw fab's blog...

clubbing...

me?

hmm.. i most probably will sit and drink..

but.. i shd be ok to go..

jus say i go chalet.. ^^

shhhh...

bf.. there.. haha..

jus reassure him..

den see hw..

he wan he can come and fetch me..

otherwise... im gg^^

ok.. boss back... gtg.. ^^

2009-07-12T00:55:00.005+08:00

Hi~

as promised...

i'm updating my blog today again ^^

well well...

went to pre celebrate my bday today..

yea... with my dear dear..

we've tracked frm clarke quay to douby ghaut.

er... along the way... went to the wrong place..

instead of reachin plaza sing..

we almost reach bugis instead..

LOL...

hmm..lost... but...

its fun!

hee..

*i wonder how wld b future be aft we gt a car..*

wld it be as fun?

anyway...

we walked past museum after museum...

temptation to go in..

but!

we gt a movie to catch..

ICE AGE..

wee... nice one..

i think im one of those who lauf the loudest.

here is the pic by s'pore river ^^

after movie.. we walked in circles

den decide to head back to JP..

when we reach JP..

first thing tt comes to my mind..

swens ^^

YUMMY~

look at this!

strawberry sorbet...

(my fav drink alrdy!)

aggr!
look at the way how i drink. damn.

i'll share this...
marty(aka zebra) eating cherries~
LOL!

when u go swens..
u jus cant miss this!

yea. im enjoying every piece of it !
^^

newly founded nice things in the menu..
mushroom soup!
delicious!

unglam!

hot fave!
bake rice~

i'm not feedin the zebra..
fulfiling myself first...
Muahahaha! ><

dessert!

you know...
in conclusion for today...
despite the long walk i took...
i put back all the calories burnt in the day
and increase the layer of fats i have.

damn saddening..
=((

tt's all..
tired.

carine...

thank you piggy!

2009-07-10T22:03:00.003+08:00

hi all Babes and Hunkies out there ^^

yeap! im back to blogging...
finally change my blogskin too..

anyway let me touch on the latest stuff..

first!
Kai's bday..
Happy Belated..
Missed it i guess..
but i nv forget wad im suppose to get you..
my blessing. ^^
hope tt guy will be with you for i doubt i can do it anymore
[ps. i cant barely handle myself =)]

moving on...
Yvonne lao ma's bday..
being a v bad fren...
i didnt attend..
i apologise deeply..
i still haven pass her a present too...
=(

last but least..
everyone's dear terribly emo-tic fren..

Mr Huang...

LOL... i hope u enjoy ur 21st...

in the sauna hse.

LOL...

its been really been a long time since i sweat tt much. =P

but its really a great one..

especially the smashin cake part.

i SWEAR i didnt touch ur head..

but i did give them the Q to do it .

oppx =X

well.. its all part of the fun..

thanks for giving me an opportunity to meet all the frens i haven been seeing.

i'll soon be forgotten i believe...

ok.

moving on.. work has been fine..

my table always look like the aftermath of tsunami or iraq war.

no way to help it..

gt to despatch all the certificates ^^

hmm...

thinkin back..

i think i really misses all my frens...

so hope someone can sit beside me and lend me a shoulder.

oh well..

kz.. think tis is enuf for my first post?

will be back soon i believe.

2009-06-14T02:39:00.002+08:00

as promised to ms lay huan..

i'm here to update my blog..

but its not gg to be too happy post...

so ppl.. kindly bear with me.

my stupid dumb dumb went oversea and left me in singapore.

even my mum left me here to feud for myself.

my bestie at wrk oso brought her family oversea.

so therefore im consider alone.

deep down in my heart i've been prayin 2 wks wld come soon

and my bf might have a chance that he'll be back earlier.

but.. chances is close to 0%.

ohwell...ad can i do other than to live with it?

let see... the schedule i hav now is..

mon- meeting cussie,

fri- meetin f4 to slp over,

sat- out to go shopping (tentatively)

next mon- wed: celeb poly fren bday.

hopfully 25 be here asap..

i donno how long can i take it..

its makin me so restless...

ahh...

thanks di and lao da for concern.

to lao da...

panda eyes...

i'll work on it..

sth to keep me busy with when i can control my tears.

THNX...

i also need to thank the group of good frens who are so 'on'.

hope u enjoyed fri's dinner..

and supper khakis..

its nice to b out with u guys with being pressurised by mum.

LOVE U GUYS~

gtg.

night peeps.

2009-05-28T20:45:00.002+08:00

hi everyone.

yes.

im blogging on a weekday.

today is a grad day.

i feel nth.

erm..

a little pain.

cos the high heels.

zzz.

reason for bloggin is cos im not feeling good,

feeling quite upset.

yes..

cos my rls thingy.

i felt threaten actually..

by a girl.

woots...

first tym in my life i eva felt tt way.

and congrats to me.

jus grumbling..

im fine.

carine

2009-05-24T00:12:00.004+08:00

wee~

yeaps..

cos ytd chiny not free...

i meet up with my gv frens..

for those who ps..(esp ~~ah beng~~)

im quite disappointed..

but oh well

each to their own.

yea.. like a meeting for an oldies..

as usual...

uncle lion is late.

haha... no change..

walked the whole JP den

finally

a hr later he came n apologise.

typical...

had fun eating dinner.

ya.. u shd see wad is ah long's expression when i treat him.

lol.

he's saving money for his bday.

LOL!

well well..

our lao da came to join us tok cock.

really...

the feelin still the same..

the familiar feeling..

the comfy-ness..

and obviously the fun.

however..

we realise we grown up.

i seems like the oldest.

muahahhaa.

(shhh...)

all right the thing is...

im in charge of planning year end trip.

Genting.

ppl who are interested contact me..

er.. for GV peeps nia..

hee... budget wise..

tell me..

wee..

so exciting.

yep.

that shd be all..

tah tah~

carine...

signing off..

2009-05-17T01:05:00.005+08:00

im sry if i flare up with some of u guys.

not in a v good mood.

my life kinda upside down now.

be it supper, sec sch, etc etc..

for those who tagged.

Thankyou.

i MISS you guys very much too..

life is GV is way way better than other places.

to fab.

i didnt wanna fly a plane for nth.

u get wad mean.

if u still hold on to the grudges..

i can do nth.

to mr. missing.

hope u enjoy ur 'attached' life now.

to didi.

don come ka jiao me.

i really no tym..

ur tym n mine keeps on clashing.

i cant do anything abt it.

to JJ.

im tryin to plan,

chiny rushing proj during this few wks.

try to understand.

to bf

i ~~hate~~ LOVE you ^^

i miss my bed now.

gtg.

bye.

agrr

@#$%^

2009-05-03T18:39:00.002+08:00

hello peeps!

hope everyone is doin fine.

best if u r doin better than me.

sabbie's 21st bday celeb ytd.

my colleague ask mi go back wrk..

BUT!

do i look so dumb to do that?

its one of my sisters bday sia...

i missed one..

i cant miss it agn.

we started by meeting the rest up with lex..

den we head down to see our dearie princess...

i hope she has a wonderful tym.

everyone has attended the outing...

esp our class...

had supper with avi peeps..

den slpt.

didnt sleep well...

missed my bed!

woke up with with the gang and bid our bday gal farewell.

in conclusion.

i had a tym of my life.

thankyou sabbie for invitation!

and may this be another good beginning of ur life.

keep in contact and don forget me! ^^

we may be apart

but we'll always be a part of ur life.

lorves.

2009-04-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

i cant believe it!

he really end up with her.

grr.

damn it.

fine.

its gettin hairs standin on my back.

GOSH~~~!!!!

ahhh...

nvm...

if i complain to ah beng

he'll tell me

'mind your own prob. u no longer in GV.'

FINE~

wad i cant believe...

he didnt tell mi anything..

and i hav to b told by jas.

i cant believe tis is happenin.

f#$@!

quote of the day;

mind ur own biz, carine!

2009-04-18T22:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO YIWEN!

im sorry for not attending.

i don mean to.

hope u understand.

i owe u a pressie anyway! ^^

lorves.

as for my wrkin life..

forget abt it.

hais...

work is continously piling on my desk.

oh well.

god bless.

bf..

he's still alive and kickin.

which is y im cursing him.

[in virtual wrld now. again]

yep.

tt shld all.

i misses my mates, my gangs, my old life.

with loves,

carine

2009-04-11T23:44:00.002+08:00

hi!

i'm loving everything i see.

yes..

even the spider on the floor staring at me now.

time become sth v impt.

like u cant live without.

tryin to balance every single thing in my life.

from family to sec sch frens,

to poly fren to gv fren, colleagues

and last but not least my bf.

yeaps.

i'm gg to call on everyone soon.

i half done with sec sch fren.

no way done with gv frens,

quarter done with poly

and will nv done with family n bf.

every day at wk is a challenge.

racing against tym and rushin my wrk out.

but nv the less...

im still as goood with my manager like any other job.^^

(except MPA's)

LOL.!

i miss GV.

their suan-ing and fun.

sry if u don see me at chalet.

wasnt invited and think the planner noes im not able to make it too.

some ppl ask.. y quit so early?

tt's a dumb qn.

if i stay, its a burden.

i cant commit.

so i hope tis ans ur queries.

i suddenly tot of sankar.

LOL.

i miss his blackie jokes.

hahahaha.

oh well..

its been more than 3 mths of rls.

hmm..

we r still well and tgt.

times whr we get upset abt each other but.

we learnt sth out of everything.

yup.

tt's all i wanna share ^^

see u if i gt the chance.

ps. i wanna thank u for everything.

tolerance and love esp.

2009-04-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

i'm still alive.

will update soon.

2009-03-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

my work is sure fun...

like real!

stress is more like it..

kill me ba...

one whole pile of wrk waitin for mi tmr...

COE crew particulars..

woots.

life sux.

hehe

no choice.

tired.

tym to slp. night ppl.

i sooo miss

GV, sec sch sisters~

ouuhh...

carine

2009-03-14T19:25:00.002+08:00

today post is about 'work'.
yes..
i have been a very workaholic person.
been working ever since i finish o levels.
without work i feel uneasy because it helps to make my life more fulfilling.
you get to see everything outside your school life.
and now i am officially going into the working life full-time.
kinda scare, yet excited.
i know i might get sick of it and maybe even dread going to work after a few years
but.. we will have to do that one day.
it is just a matter of time.

therefore, i have officially resigned from GV yesterday.
it is hard leaving there.
since i always have called it my second home (after wss)
its a place where you will feel as if you belong there.
oh well..
the feeling is kinda weird.
like leaving your 'nest'

anyway. i started my last day walking into every single hall
bidding to all my 'friends' where i have made
ever since i start my floor training 3 years ago
^^

slowly.. all my colleagues start going to their stations like any normal day
i got lao de there to accompany..
relived my moments for the past few years.
and i hang around my station and its time to count down.
went for 3 movies straight to mark my last day at work.
oh well..

last speech here
*clear throat*

i hereby, thanks everyone in GV that plays a part in my life.
esp..
kai, laode, long, kw, simon, stan, TH, boon, lun, fab
following by..
ryan lim, huiying, bel bel, andy, sebas, ah de
and..
huan, ten, da tou, qian, doggie, serene, uncle, jl, geo, rach, yun, pau, lie, jas, meijie, 'xi du gui's
and many many more..
too many to mention.
but..
really..
i learn a lot from them.
how to communicate, how to control temper,
how to love someone for who they are and many many more.
lastly..
its a family which u can never forget.
ya.. im gg to cry le..
end here..
byes.

signing off,
carine

2009-03-09T20:10:00.002+08:00

hello..

update for today~

went for interview.

nope..

is interviews.

went two..

tired tired..

woke up with a swollen right eye.

panic..

told dear abt it...

and used ice to make it better..

prepare den rush out of the hse..

went to ocean tankers..

hmm..

long interview..

nice ppl tho.

it started to rain...

heavily..

on the bus... rain was pouring in..

wetting the floor..

a kind blangalah helped mi to close the window

so as to stop the rain frm landing on me.

frm then.. i promise to b less racist.

den i idle ard and finally reach JE

went for my 2nd interview.

not bad..

nice guy agn..

very urgently need ppl

offer mi a price tt i almost cant resist.

but i controlled..

inform him tt i'll get back to him

in 3 day..

therefore..

im so screwed.

im gg to reply him on wed.

not nice to keep a nice guy waitin for my reply. ^^

yeap yeap..

carine

u'll find happiness in the amist of tiredness

2009-03-06T11:32:00.003+08:00

carine is dying.

of rotting.

i wanna live!!!

stanley kbox is on 21st

anyone interested pls register with mi.

LOL.

rachel kbox on 18th

anyone interested pls register with her!

i'm sooo tired.

redang trip to go or not to go..

hmm wait for jooting.

carine

2009-03-01T20:11:00.002+08:00

hi ppl!

see too many ppl didnt update

thus makin mi lazy too.

hahaha.

ok.. excuses. ^^

well.. i didnt get a job yet

still rottin...

econ real bad

hais

BUT!

im spendin it wisely i guess.

spend these days alot with dearie.

yeapp..

ok.. i may miss out many frens..

but.. i hav to balance.

i can spend too much tym with frens too right..

n i hav too many to go out with.

no one wanna plan.

im lazy too.

ytd last day for sankar.

im sry for not being dere.

was not wrkin..

but i did many backgrd wrk

wanna thank him for everything.

n wish him good luck...

don anyhow catch mi.!

LOL.

talkin abt tt..

i haven buy my P plate.

zzzz.

still thinkin shd i buy or nt..

no point now cos i don hav tym to drive n lorry still v new to mi.

ma sae buy le waste money oso.

k la..

tym to do sth out.

carine

loves... mushrm soup

2009-02-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

hee^^

i drove my dad's lorry.

hahaha.

fun..

scary cos my mum n sis making a din inside.

hmm..

after drivin.

hands cold.

haha.

but its fun.

no accident.. (i noe wad u thinkin kai..)

mum n dad comment tt im not stable enuf..

but practise made perfect ^^

ciaoz.

redang trip..

to go or not to go?

carine

missing and being missed.

2009-02-19T14:49:00.002+08:00

hello peeps!

heee..

i passed my driving..

LOL.

a v scary pass..

18 pts..

mum scold tt i better b careful when i drive..

she's worried..

oh well..

thnx all tt wished mi goodluck..

and all tt had standby mi thru all the 3 failures..

hmm...

i hope everyone's doin fine..

esp my fellow classmate and grad-ed frens..

hee..

hey.

i nid help frm computer freak..

im playin a game..

i nid to find a word..

starts with F.

hais..

ppl think tt u can help..

pls keep in touch with mi?

ciaoz~

carine

2009-02-15T18:48:00.012+08:00

my valentine's day '09

ok. i have to admit..

his plannin is way better than wad i expected. ^^

hmm... with totally no clue of whr im gg..

we reach clarke quay!

luckily... we're not gg on the bungee..

i tell u ar..

i'll cry if it happen.

(death date.. 140209)

=___=''

hee.

'lunch' at liang's court.

the pict by the river..

NICE..

we're gg on the salty water..

then it went by this place...and this bridge..this bridge as well..by pass out dear merlionlastly..

his main planned highlight..

yes.. the s'pore flyer..

tsk...the view of flyer behind the glasses ok.. camwhore a little

while waiting for the long long long queue.
ya... waitin..and waiting...and its coming...mr nerdy b4 gg on the ride.
LOL =X
its gg up.
i mean it.
its scary.
hee.
he's like introducing wad's behind
ooo.. still gg up....

ok... tis is a dumb pic but i stil like it.

see. 90degree view ( still gg up)esplanade view frm the flyer in the setting sun nicholl highway..
the 'buildin in process' IR
tis is one of the beautiful view..
our CBD.

the top-est view of flyer.the night view of singapore ^^

night view of marina barrage.

ok.. after the ride..

we went to suntec for food

bought finger food...

doughnut and pretzel..

yum..

sat outside starbuck with this view
on a sofa. ^^

one last pict of the day.

yeah...

finally...

my long post for vday.!

ooooo.. not to forget.

my pressie.

blurred.

lousy phone camera.

hee. =D

with love, carine

2009-02-15T03:32:00.002+08:00

Exams are over!!!!!

which means im free~

yes i noe..

i owe many ppl outing..

we will try my best ^^

wooots.

i miss everyone...

but first..

lets thanks some peeps

i spend my 3 yrs in poly fruitfully.

first grp of ppl is...

MY CLASS..

its a pleasure to spend 3 yrs with them.

some conflict yet..

many fun joy n laufter...

hais...

2nd grp!

SMA peeps..

frm other class like..

ms yeo ( i lub u v much) and gang

danial and gang

yr3 DNS

yr 1 DNS

SMAC

and my fav grp of ppl

the lecturers.

(i appreciate all ur guidance..)

3rd.

avi ppl

didnt spend much tym.

but i appreciated all the fun we had.

esp the plannin and outing..

4th other clubs..

SP choir and SP cscc

somehow we had fun tgt.. ^^

oh oh ya..

n all my other frens frm SP

e.g. GEMS etc etc..

i'll miss everythin i had.

2009-02-05T14:10:00.002+08:00

hey peeps~

hee ^^

im jus destressing myself agn.

i cant help it.

FCUK!

i donno how to calculate laytime.

shyt it.

im sooo regretin tt i'm always late for lesson.

AHHHH~!

who can help me??!

damn!

woa! im plannin sth in my sleeves.

yea..

for someone.

his idea.

whip sth up for piggy b4 i came to sch.

tt guy really greedy..

everyday somemore...

nv die b4...

a wrd of advice to the gals in tears.

tears are one of the impt things that belongs to a gal.

don anyhow use them.

esp... for someone who isnt worth it.

*ps im not pinpointin anyone.. =)

oppx!

ms yeo jus say she'll teach mi laytime

wee~!

*touched* *sob*~

tym for shipcharterin proj.

grrrrrr

carine

2009-02-03T09:36:00.002+08:00

IM COUNTING DOWN~!

left with 10 days.

den im out of school.

HAIS...

i soooo reluctant to leave school.

soB*

decision is needed to be made.

irritating.

pros and cons.

nid balancin.

mum seems don wan mi to study cos of money.

so told her..

if i manage to get bond or scholarship..

i'll take it.. otherwise chances wld b 50-50.

so...

we'll see how..

hais.

ciaos.

carine

2009-01-31T01:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 21st B'DAY JOY!

may ur future be as bright as the stars in the dark sky.

and wish u good luck in wadeva u do! ^^

god bless...

long day..

tired.

night.

lorves.

carine

2009-01-30T12:36:00.002+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
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Death
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

hmm.. wad the.. =__=""

2009-01-29T12:23:00.002+08:00

sorry for MIA-ing

hee...

u can say im lazy to update hee...

well well...

tis few days are...

undescribe-able tired.

all the cleanin n visitin..

however.. im still happy.

hahaha... at least im enjoyin every min of it.

hais... sadly the holidae only lasted for 2 days..

zzz..

otherwise i cfm go out de.

hee.

but!

i did went out on fri.

hee...

went to vivo for bride wars.

NICE~

teach u wad is true frenship.

had ice cream too!

*yum yum*

made a mess out of it..

the best thing is..

him.

hahaha

imagine u gg alone..

kao..

can go bang wall..

with a partner is always different.

ok enough.

ytd!

wakao..

long day..

after gg to school for the whole day..

we had a little proj..

go to my hse..

i was freakin out lor..

he still appear normal.

but those are for show.

LOL

he was nervous too i guess..

went to surf some blog jus now..

must admit..

don really like wad im seeing.

eh...

its like..

lots of affairs of the heart problems.

may god bless..

anyone nid a listenin ear..

i'll be here

yeaps.

number is.. 9782****

msn.. aiya..

u noe how to get here u noe how to contact mi la!

last thing to tok abt.

when im talkin to him abt some 'big stuff'..

i tok to someone.

and i must sae.

im v troubled by it.

findin solution to minimise the pain.

but... its hard.

esp with mr piggy tellin mi how pain it wld be..

zzzz..

oh well.. wish mi luck!

*ps: mr black stop mentionin wad i sae here outside!

carine

the positive side of every negative.

2009-01-20T22:34:00.003+08:00

hihi..

another day has pass..

had some wonderful times with the gals in school..

laughters and jokes..

slept thru classes..

went for law proj aft classes..

lastly..

outing with mr piggy..

help jie changed her necklace.

den dinner by the playground with green apple..

hahas...

nice..

but im tired out...

therefore..

me gg to bed alrdy.

LOL

night ppl.

carine

2009-01-19T23:28:00.003+08:00

wee~

first pict taken.. badly taken..

as usual..

carine is sooo not photogenic..

mum askin who comin n who is not..

the F4.. still no news..

better keep in mind to invite them..

kai gt asked..

by his 'gan ma'

=__=''

i cut my hair..

i look freako..

zzz.

can god let mi look like my old self by tmr?

shyt! grr.

carine

i'm for real tis tym.

2009-01-15T23:31:00.002+08:00

my gosh!

im sooo tired tdy..

lesson end at 3..

but hav to wait for 2 hrs for somebody.

haha.

if u're askin me hows FYP..

its bad.. so don ask mi.

try the other gals.

but we r relieved to have it over n done with.

tdy..

went to IMM..

it was really little ppl.

either cause its a thurs..

or.. theres really no ppl..

hmm..

bad news for economy.

likai mention abt difficult to find job.

sound scary to me.

hais..

saded.

carine

10 craps per day

3650 craps per year.

12th days.

n im still loving it.

2009-01-14T00:13:00.002+08:00

im sooo in love with him.

i donno.

out of so many guys..

i chosen him.

and i believe he's diff.

to tell the truth.

i hav lots of confidence in him.

every thing he does attract me closer to him.

i'll cherish it dearly.

trust and faith

carine

*pampered n loved*

2009-01-11T20:53:00.003+08:00

stress!

don ask y..

cos i wont say.

i refer to fab's blog abt having 10 K.

hmm...

if i had 10 k..

will be giving my mum 4 K.

1K on clothes. (i'll share with my sis n ah herm)

the rest im saving it for studies.

(in case i feel like studying in 2 mth dwn the road.)

yeapps.

tt's all...

gt to wrk alrdy.

thnx for last night.

i love u. =)

carine

2009-01-10T02:44:00.002+08:00

hmm..

i've been a bad gal..

been reading someone's blog..

someone's i shdnt even touch..

but.. aft readin her recent post..

im glad she noes how it feels when ppl are nice to u..

not frm the heart..

jus fakin it.

tt's y i never like to pretend.

cos i rather let the person noe tt sth is wrong..

than to let the person assume wadeva done is right.

i hope she noes how it feels when she 'pretend' to b a fren.

when she's actually dislikin me..

im glad she realise her 'frens' arent really real frens.

cos they tok behind 'frens' back..

tho she broke up with him..

its wad she wan..

i wish her luck..

affairs of the heart is so unpredictable..

so.. u nv noe wad wld happen next..

anyway.. wrk was fine

busy.. very occupied..

lorve is occupied with his stuff..

thus..

alone for tdy..

actually i ps him to go wrk first..

LOL

oh well..

its ok ^^

but he's not available tmr.. :(

neither am i.

hahas.. so wont see him till mon..

hais..

my life's been good...

unless u're referin to the stomach tt is singin now..

duh..

im saliva-ing at the tot of gv choc biscuit..

GV peeps.. if u're reading tis..

don finish tt tin of choc biscuit.

leave some for me..

still thinkin i shd go sch tmr..

hmm..

lazy..

feel like slping late.

LOL

AND!

i think FYP coming well..

i gt confident in lina n yiwen..

believe i only need to edit a little when i seen it.

so im quite done..

other than law, chaterin n music

carine

i'm soooo immersed~

2009-01-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

woa~

today sure is tired.

i donno wad happen..

but i did nth much..

mayb use too much brain cell in chit lesson...

haha..

wen sae mi will score for his lesson.

duh..

if can jiu happy le..

jus happen tt i noe how to crap thru his lesson.

talk to ah boy till quite late ytd~

tis mornin gt a ride to sch..

with lex's wife.

LOL.

jerome frm avi club lost his lap at the booth.

im stuck.

donno wad to do to console him.

cos..

1. not v close to him.

2. i noe how it feels.. n wadeva anyone do.. wont help.

proj comin up..

1. music appre~

2. law

3. chartering.

4. fyp presentation.

~stress~

after sch...

went out with lorvexx..

ooo.. first tym i hear heart beat so clearly..

haha..

kkinda enjoy it.

hahaz.

oppx. =X

carine schedule is soooo pack.

hais..

how to enjoy yr 3 like tt..

2 more mths only sia..

hais~

i admit..

tis is the 1st tym

i feel so love~ ^^

carine

2009-01-07T00:23:00.004+08:00

3 jan 2009!

new yr celeb. =D

look at the happy fabian =.=

and i wonder wad is ryan tryin to do to ah teck..

nonsense lor tt fab..-.-"

oooo...

heres the pict frm tt night..

fun joy n laufter..

finally finish wad im suppose to do..

so happy n relieve. ^^

cheers.

thanks for the hard wrk..

i love u guys..

n especially him..

never fails to be there.. =D

carine..

2009-01-03T11:26:00.004+08:00

hmm..

yesterday was a good one.. went ard vivo..

ok.. not really..

to the burger king and the cinema only..

watch bedtime stories in GV max.

nice~

but most of our tym was spend on the roof...

the warm feeling and the beautiful sight of water.

everything kinda went well till she sms?

oh well.. wad's the biggy abt it?

anyway.. that thingy i hav a share too..

but since..

nvm.

some ppl jus donno how to appreciate.

i hate to have those feelin that..

she's like jealous that im havin all the attention she's seekin

its not my fault.

i don went ard lookin for attention.

i jus hav stuff to talk with the rest..

n i don go ard irritatin ppl.

mind my biz? sure.

wont bother to stand up for her alrdy.

worse thing..

my prev relation has sth to do with her too.

idiot.

mind own biz.. n whose shd b doin abt tt then?

grr.

enuf of frustration..

well..

gg to kai's bbq later.. it think it shd went well.. bring my volka along..

somehow.. drinkin alone is not fun.

n i cant seems to finish it.

but hope they don get drunk totally.

cos im not gg to get my dad to drive his lorry n send those drunkand home.

luckily kai hse gt rms.

hahaha

anyway..

i gt a prob.

n v confuse abt it.

i wanna noe the truth.

i cant keep myself in suspense..

if i continue doin tt..

my 'weird' self will be back.

problemos.

lin

2009-01-01T19:00:00.002+08:00

HIHI!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

awww~ 2008passed~

HELLO 2009..

the year pass by so fast..

here i am leavin 2 more mths of school

den *kick*

out i go.. into the university of society.

out of my 11 last yr resolutions..

i've completed 4.

ok.

tt's bad.

but i'll continue to make another set.

to start my new year with. ^^

NYR~

1. NO / reduce vulgarities.

2. be less assertive

3. note on how i interact.

4. smiles>frown

5. drivin license

6. control temper

7. more cookin!

8. b more thrifty

9. adapt to my environment more easily.

10. make more frens.

yeapss..

move on to 2009.

cheers. =D

2008-12-26T01:18:00.002+08:00

have been busy these few days.

with xmas, with life, with frens, with wrk and with proj.

20th celeb went well..

all thnx to huan jie..

everyone like her..

n qn abt her IQ..

but.. still..

thankyou huan jie!

i wld like to thnx everyone who attend..

its like a small gathering..

i sorry for those who don enjoy..

Belated xmas to evryone

and

Happy Boxing day!

with rgds to proj..

im so sorry..

im a little too occupied by my wrk.

but been tryin to catch up..

if u cld giv a chance or at least tell us wad is happenin.

oh well..

desperate to slp le.

night.

carine

2008-12-18T17:59:00.002+08:00

eeek..

i jus sneak a break agn..

grrr..

but it was a fantastic movie..

'first daughter'

awwww..

it gt mi soo sloppie..

i cant stop tearing..

so touched.

y cant ppl in love to b tgt??

i sooo gg to find a guy who love mifor who i am..

gtg.!

carine

2008-12-18T03:54:00.001+08:00

*tired*

carine

i donno wad is gg on..

addiction to him?

2008-12-15T15:15:00.003+08:00

i noe im not suppose to blog.

but i nid to de-stress a little..

i dreamt abt him!

god..

it makes mi realise i do miss him.

a lot.

hell lot.

as fren or sth?

i donno.

but..

mayb its jus an illusion?

jus due to new year is comin.

i wont forget watchin the firewrk display with him.

hais~

well well.. i guess tym to move on.

if its like wad glen sae.

reality is the opposite of dream..

i'll nt get to see him anymore then.

tym to let go n move~

saturday is comin on pretty ok..

for those who noe.

we're still holdin it.

tym to get everythin in place.

includin fyp!

to the one im angry with ytd.

if no one wanna plan,

then there'll nt b any activity.

thus, if u find mi kaypo to jus wan my frens to get tgt.

im sry to noe tt.

u can continue to b selfish for all i care.

ok.. back to work.

thnx di! ^^

carine

2008-12-13T03:46:00.002+08:00

!FYP!

im suppose to do tt.

instead of anything else now.

alex being soooo understandin abt it.

wanted to cancel the shoppin trip but no.

a promise is a promise.

tdy wrk in CB..

hmm..

ok la

nth much

forced myself to stay in my own station

i don dare go out.

flr..

2 out of 3 not tokin to mi

1.. i donno wad to tok him.

thus, im pretty much mi n myself tdy.

hais

saded.

carine

2008-12-10T13:01:00.003+08:00

regardin wad happen tdy.

don ask mi abt it.

heart pain pain.

went grandma hse these few days tt y didnt update my blogon ubin trip.

here's the pic i gt.

i luv tt place.

cos its really beautiful..

peaceful in fact..

tho i gt quite a substantial amount of injuries

=.=

tis pict is on the habour craft..

ruined by someone neither short nor tall at all.

on top of the hill

cloudsssss~
so cute ><
in case u donno wad tis is.
wild boar. top view.
omg. he eat 'wang wang' biscuit!!

carine

sry.

2008-12-06T15:09:00.003+08:00

things to do!

1.FYP

2.BOOKS...(read)

3. x'mas dinner

4. my pink plane!

5.shopping with alex

6.meet up with ah dai n gang

7.finish the movie in my disk.

8.return sharon vcd

9.return chew mui book

10. enjoy my last school holiday (i DONt wanna graduate!)

supper ytd.

hee..

talk to boon korkor lots of thing.

no advice given by him

but.

feel better after lettin all out.

jus wanna tell 'him' (not boon)

dude. i don mean the clique thingy.

but its hard not to hav tt.

after all.. im not in their grp and.

i feel more of a sense of belongin with the oldies.

nth to lie abt.

n i definitely didnt outcast u.

hope u understand.

carine

idiot gaydon i mean it.

stop tt idiotic nickname.

grrr!

2008-12-06T02:10:00.004+08:00

happy bday lina!!!

ok.. a bit late..

but its the tots tt counts right?

went to marina sq for dinner..

hahaha..

hot pot culture.

OMG!

carine go dere definitely bo hua.

hahaha.. but i love the fondue.

haha.

PICTURES

the fondue pot.

our greedy glutton. LOL!

the dippin items

food to be thrown in!

our vegetarian bday gal~

yeaps.. tt's all ive gt..

for more pict..

depend on lina liaos.

haha.

carine

2008-12-03T11:03:00.004+08:00

F%^&!!!!!

went drivin jus now.

kao..

guess wad's worst than fab's experience of tt lizard thingy?

(for those who read fab's entries)

a dead doggie on the road with intestine out.

FFFFF!

damn shyt.

who so cruel sia.

wanna stop the car n call SPCA de.

but.. the instructor..

=.=

cruelty sux!

damn..

GRR!

carine

2008-12-02T13:40:00.003+08:00

i'm skipping CSW for GEMs.

hav a presetation on wed.

no choice. hav to do it.

hav to sing somemore.

hais..

stress..

carine

i start to see the truth

behind every move.

m i wrong?

thnx dude for tellin mi the truth.

appreciated tho its too late.

2008-11-30T20:04:00.001+08:00

wanna noe more abt ur brain and memory?

check this out.

http://www.discoverychannel.co.uk/anatomiesof/brain/part_3_1.shtml

very interesting.

ok.

gt to start studyin alrdy. zzz.

carine

2008-11-29T22:31:00.002+08:00

joke of the day..
i rcv an email frm ah huana aka huanjie aka gloria
LOL!
she asked a question.

and hor u said "dere might be a 'swimmin' session n

for those feel tt u wanna 'nua' till next day at clammie hse are welcome to do so. "

got swimming pool will open in the midnite de mehs?

super stunned!

OMG! LOL. ><

carine

2008-11-29T11:57:00.002+08:00

well.. i had quite a day last night...

went supper with tar hau, fab, qian.

hee.. this 3 peeps..

but we stayed in Gombak for..3hrs?

haha.. best thing.

i took a bike dere..

OMG.

haha.. actuallly don really dare to move ard.

cos fabian is like tryin to b v safe.

which i feel is being too careful..

but oh well..

ppl long bang better don niam so much

but its cool.. first tym bike out of jurong.

LOL

had the usual..

den listen to big clam crap..

not really.. i crap along.

hee =D

ooooo ya.. sth up our sleeves alrdy..

heh heh heh..

hope ppl get news of it.

oH! n one more thing..

before i left for supper..

i tok to someone!

woots.

i cant believe it..

he replied..

tt is omg.

haha.. tho we didnt tok much..

but im glad.

we r at least remain as fren aft wad happen.

tt's all im askin..

ok.. now tt everythin is better..

i can concentrate on my stuff better..

FYP n results..

thnx 'daddy' for support.

carine

2008-11-27T16:59:00.003+08:00

my hamham just died.

how?

i donno..

tis mornin was still ok.

i cleaned the cage tis morn n its dead now.

omg.. the rigid n the coldness of the body.

god..

may god take care of it when it goes up..

grr...

at least he will tak care of it more than i do.

damn.

-17/07/2008 to 27/11/2008

R.I.P.

~~carine~~

2008-11-27T12:10:00.004+08:00

Last Christmas - Ashley Tisdale

one of my fave song for now!

Last christmas - Ashley Tisdale

[CHORUS]:

Last ChristmasI gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year

To save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy

I keep my distance

But you still catch my eye

Tell me baby

Do you recognize me?

Wel l it's been a year

It doesn't surprise me

I wrapped it up and sent it

With a note saying "I love you" I meant it

Now I know what a fool I've been

But if you kissed me now

I know you'd fool me again

[CHORUS]

A crowded room

Friends with tired eyes

I'm hiding from you

And your soul of ice

My god I thought you were

Someone to rely on

Me?

I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart

A man under cover but you tore me apart

Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

[CHORUS x2]

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart

A man under cover but you tore me apart

Maybe next year I'll give it to someone

I'll give it to someone special.

wee~ one paper down..

4 more to go..

woots..

i slpt for freakin long ytd.

damn shiok.

haha..

guess wad.. i saw shin's fren ytd.

frm class 4D de..

askmi abt shin.

i became very defensive..

i mean i haven seen him for..

almost 1 yr?

but i'll nv forget the promise he made.

n the reason he left me for.

hais..

oh well..

move on~

im soooo blessed..

i mean..

it does feel a little empty in here..

n deres one thing tt i wanna do yet..

don have the courage to do so..

k.. im sooo timid..

daddy(alex) wld lauf at mi for tt.

but who cares.

at least i admitted it.

meetin him for dinner later. =)

im gg to make a list on wad im gg to do for this hol.

lots n lots..

im in xmas mood ardy!

woots! ^^

love it.

carine

2008-11-23T23:47:00.002+08:00

today is sunday..

and i'm stuck at home.

doing project that i cant seems to get it going.

grr.

kinda irritated by tt fact.

worse.

my ankle.

its annoying me.

come to think abt it.

my injury must blame someone.

its b cos of a sms tt got me so happy n hyper.

end up in this sorry state.

=.=

stupid i know.

still im happy.

cos we arent in talkin terms.

yet that sms make my day.

im so sorry.

i maybe short tempered these few days.

forgive mi.

btw.

i talk to lessie on sat.

not really those kind of frens talk.

but at least i noe.

im making an effort to stop conflict.

he's nice when he's normal

hopefully he can be more like tt..

more 'serene' (the real wrd.)

well main point is.. if he's back to a gentle side of him.

i hope everyone can forgive his past and befriend with him.

not realli nice to outcast someone if he decide to change.

but that moto moto..

must tegan him!

kns.

jialat sia.

tot he v big..

better don let mi caught him kns at wrk agn.

tsk tsk.

not influencin ppl.

these are my honest opinion.

read n forget.

carine

2008-11-20T16:05:00.002+08:00

Been tagged by nicole =.=!

The rules & regulations:

1) Each player of this game starts off with

10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own

10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names.

4) No tag back.here it goes,

1)i have weird temper

2)hate to be scolded

3)hate to be nagged at

4)love freedom

5)don like to be stared at

6) i gt a stupid habit of stonning of the blue

7) always think abt wad happen in the day when showering

8)wanna move out of my hse one day!

9)LOVE sweets

10) lastly.. donno y am i doin tis for..

Lastly, I've tagged: (not in sequence)

joo

wen

sab

lina

joy

qingg

somebody

2008-11-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

TWO-IN-ONE

fri n sat!

fri.. - SMA day!

my last one before i graduate.

it was.. sma-ish..

lol.. had fun tokin to all my maritime frens.

performance by zac, mark, yc n gang was good.

savio is even better ^^

went off abt 10 plus with my classmates.

for some chillin out..

timbre.

not bad.

i like the live band!

haha..

Sat- parents forum.

help out at the booth till 3.

not bad..

glad to see so many parents who are concern with their kids.

but.. stereotype la.

rarely any gals come over.

went to wrk aft tt..

floor with two handsomes.

lol..

actually..

i was realli piss off with tt 'MIC'.

really..

first tym in GV kena scolded by a newbie.

(worst! he gt the wrong policy lor! idiot)

FFFF la.

but slimmer down.

he's MIC keep in mind.

chill~

at night was ok..

jus one wrd.

BUSY.

was a little piss off with some one.

but its ok. since tt the way how things wrk.

jus take note wad is suppose to do n not to.

i don wanna scold or do free publicity.

jus noe ur limits.

i miss the past.

everythin seems so wrong now.

carine

2008-11-12T22:55:00.002+08:00

美好的回忆

随风而去

悲痛的心无法康复。

没人能帮你一把的感觉。

算了。

carine

2008-11-12T09:38:00.002+08:00

i jus ended my interview.
bored.
everythin they ask is myself.
grr..
ok.. other than myself..
wad else can they ask?
i hate tokin abt myself.
=)

breakfast anyone?
LOL!

carine

2008-11-11T15:09:00.002+08:00

horoscope for tdy.

Your emotional side is almost completely exposed right now

and it's all too easy to get riled up over small frustrations.

Try to let people know you're dealing with more stress than they can see.

well.. haha..

a little true.

grrrr.

tired n sick.

carine

2008-11-09T23:30:00.003+08:00

been lazy to update.

im really tired tis few days.

cant even keep myself awake for supper.

yes.

fell aslp while waitin.

HEY peeps!

madargaga is good.

worth watchin tho its a 1.5hr show..

its cute.

terrible.

makes one happy by watchin it.

hmm..

im so sick..

my nose wrkin a spoilt tap.

nid to call in a plumber.

went to VCH for a concert.

it was good.

cant deny.

though my assist leader was commentin it wasnt really good.

but i find it was good enuf for me le.

violin..

sth i nv touch b4.

went to suntec for dinner..

walked thru the places we went..

memories filled my head.

look like its really hard to forget everythin.

times spent.

i cant even go tiong.

everything jus came back.

aggr.

carine

a brother means a brother.

nth more.

2008-11-04T15:12:00.004+08:00

A story to share..

My mom only had one eye.

I hated her...

She was such an embarrassment.

She cooked for students and teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school

where my mom came to say hello to me..

I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me?

I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said

'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!'

I wanted to bury myself.

I also wanted my mom to just disappear.

I confronted her that day and said

' If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock,

why don't you just die?'

My mom did not respond...

I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said

because I was full of anger.

I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.

So I studied real hard,

got a chance to go abroad to study.

Then, I got married.

I bought a house of my own.

I had kids of my own.

I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.

Then one day, my Mother came to visit me.

She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.

When she stood by the door,

my children laughed at her,

and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.

I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!

' GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'

And to this, my mother quietly answered,

'Oh, I'm so sorry.

I may have gotten the wrong address,'

and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.

After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died.

I did not shed a single tear.

They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

'My dearest son,I think of you all the time.

I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.

I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.

But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.

I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see........

when you were very little,

you got into an accident, and lost your eye.

As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.

So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me,

in my place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,

Your mother.

i feel like slappin tt guy.

reason no.1: his mum gave him her eyes.

n all these years, he never bother ask how she lost her eyes..

reason no. 2: god damn him.

his mum gave birth to him whtr she's half blind or not.

carried him in her womb for freakin 9 mths.

n if u readers had realised..

he didnt mention abt his father...

which also means his MUM raised him up by HERSELF.

wad the hell..

N she didnt even do anything wrong.

HAIS..

this guy still can consider as a human..

cold blooded.

carine

avoiding problem is not gg to solve it..

so face it.

2008-11-04T00:33:00.002+08:00

today has been another long day..

been to school..

attend lesson..

slp in class..

but i gt listen ok..

lol..

den went to watch sing to the dawn.

not bad for a kid movie..

kinda like it actually.

got tym bring my little ke ai to watch.

bullied boss and got bullied back.

as usual..

he's sooo nice.

but..

hais..

i donno..

sometimes we are so driven by our surroundin.

makin it hard for us to be ourselves.

box went well..

no big prob..

but think boss gt some prob..

hope he solved it.

someone vomitted in the hall..

hais..

helped to clean up..

n the two NYP de

start screamin n laufin while cleanin the mess..

hais..

kids..

LOL!!

k la..

gtg.

0830 tmr.

carine

2008-11-02T01:42:00.003+08:00

fri is a fantastic day..

its SPAVC bbq day.

LOL.

officially step down le.

woots.

on fri itself.

aft lesson meet alex and yuren.

went to BL for lunch den i go home shower.

aft tt meet wen n lex to sheng siong..

carry the stuff back n head to lex hse.

deal w the stingray.

ok..

sambal sux. but stingray's good.

lol.

after dealin w the food..

i learn how to play the keyboard better.

bad.

cos i play by feelin instead of lookin at the notes.

hais.

rush back to schfor bbq.

nice good good ambience n fun water bomb.

haha..

had fun with water..

haha.. lex pour water on me.

i still rmb tt..

will hav my revenge one day

muahahahaha!

gt piss off for a while.

but.. jiejie sae forget it..

jiu forget it lor.

but pls lor..

a man shd act like a man.

so pussy.

tdy.. is wrk wrk n wrk.

pei uncle makan n let him bully le jiu went home.

v tired now..

supper wanna go or not still a qn mark.

siannz..

carine

the feeling still lingers.

occupyin part of the heart.

2008-10-31T01:35:00.003+08:00

yum~

someone got to teach me wad im suppose n not suppose to do.

troubles...

im gg to hide in my pit hole.

stayin away frm trouble.

or u can sae problems.

u can sae im lazy or refuses to face them.

ok. like alex would sae..

go slp n forget abt it. :)

carine

2008-10-27T20:39:00.002+08:00

i hate to live in the past.

yes. everything is over.

yet its still haunt me.

in fact. history is repeating itself agn.

anyway.

i wanna apologise for throwing tantrums this few days.

partially is due to my tirednes.

i've been thinkin..

am i wrong to made that decision?

hav i been wrong to become the third party of others relationship?

altho its not my fault.

but i still feel guilty abt it.

thus, i told myself.

im not gg to do it agn.

so im stayin away.

i started to hav more ppl to disliked me than liking me.

but who cares.

im startin to appreciate the loneliness.

sometimes it feels so good to b alone.

ok. sound like emo-ing.

who cares.

im so messed up.

hais..

carine

2008-10-25T03:41:00.002+08:00

whooosh..

another day gone.

sry to JL for flaring up.

damn many ppl.

ignore uncle cos i still feel guilty.

aft sch rush home w wen to take my wallet.

ok. blur. went to sch without wallet.

LOL.

den went back to JE to meet my di^^

had swensen. yum~ bake rice and chewy choc (my FAVE!)

awww..

i noe!

fats.

wadeva.

went back to wrk.

sian.

full hse.

but its worth it.

HSM3!

OMG..wonderful! ^^

had fun with manager.

i love to complain.

haha.

taught KF floor.

hope its good.

tried to remind him abt some stuff.

hope he don think -ve of me.

i got my own principle. =)

tmr.die. i haven find any cam. mum's gg to kill me.sob.

R.I.P -- carine.

i love to drink.

2008-10-24T00:35:00.002+08:00

jus wanna blog to tell everyone im alive

been seeing lots of GV peeps in sch.

saw geo ytd. n KK today.

same class as KF.

how coincident.

still fightin cold war.

not tt i don wanna giv in.

i donno how to.

supper till v late last night.

LOL.

ok.

im shagged.

bubble tea pls?

i nid it!

n decision after completion of diploma is weighin me down.

n i'll stick to maritime!

i mean it.

k la.

bedtym.

meetin didi tmr.

carine.

gambatte for FYP.

DNS are v cute ^^v

2008-10-19T16:50:00.002+08:00

yeaps~

ytd supper is nice.

minus tt part.

hee.

big oyster didnt get to pervy w us.

cos not all of us is in good mood.

haha..

both long n oyster gt scoldin.

donno y i enjoy scoldin them

ok.

promise not to do tt when i see them. (next wk?)

me and boon kor walk back.

25 mins.

both tired.

uncle cut his fingers.

blood.

grr.

n he's still bleedin.

how dumb an uncle can get?

got to go back to the game.

carmen niam niam niam le.

carine

unspoken apologies

2008-10-18T03:35:00.001+08:00

i'm living to the fullest.

or tryin to.

wanna apologise.

but wad's the point.

its over.

i mean it.

carine

let history be part of our memories.

2008-10-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

me sick.

sick of life.

tt guy not me bf.

a fren.

carine

basket.

i nv noe he will betray me.

fcuk.

2008-10-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

fail my TP.

next one ~~09 dec~~ 10 dec.

hais.

carine

2008-10-08T16:15:00.002+08:00

hmm..

think everyone will update abt the outing tt jus ended less than 12 hours ago.

thus, im jus gg to keep it brief.

its my first outing w managers.

hmm.

ok la.

since we don have those boundaries with our manager.

they are like frens.

when off wrk.

LOL.

wanna thank sankar for the lift to marina.

i enjoyed myself.

cos basically its abt SINGING.

haha.

i love it when i hav the mike on my hand.

i apologise if i irritate ppl w tt.

haha.

^^v

den the pool game tt they played.

phew.. i left early.

i cant play.

cant hold tt stick properly.

not mentionin do movement with it.

drank v little.

but i look daze.

cos im tired.

ppl who ask wad happen to lion ytd.

i donno.

same sentiment tt he was exceptionally quiet too.

how abt askin him?

as much as i wan to sing,

im not gg k for tmr.

1 wk twice k box i cant take it.

i wan my voice when sch reopen.

carine

stuck between the two.

how he feels?

2008-10-07T11:08:00.003+08:00

i'm so happy tt i noe how to use c box.

don feel like crap w him.

too much tales le.

will b leavin before oct end.

so future gals.

i wish u good luck!

LOL.

so drama.

alex talkin nonsense to me agn.
150 dollar.

=.=

sch starting in 5 days.

so does drivin.

im getting dumb.

mount the curb thrice ytd.

how worse can i get?

partially is instructor fault.

suddenly ask mi how much is a web cam

=.=

sian sian sian.

gtg.

back to bed i guess

oh ya. they gg to watch movie.

shyt.

forgot to tell them tell tt dumb dumb will cfm b late.

must inform an early tym de.

lol. too late.

i'm bliss.

i hav them.

carine

2008-10-05T22:43:00.003+08:00

mi gt a phone.

joined sony's family.

hais.

cash fly fly

heart pain pain.

don intend to buy.

but mum like ask mi to buy.

den i buy.

ok. crap.if i don wan no one can force mi

but she tempt mi ok?

loan frm daddy.

hais.

he's the best.

so i gt a sony k530i..

don ask mi.

i donno wad is it.

but use-able la

tmr drivin lesson start agn

n test is 1 wk later.

first day of sch.

thus skipping chatuk lesson.

wad lesson?

don rmb.

lol.

puttin my gems on wed.

er..

think i gt music appreciation.

haha.

kinda lookin fwd to it.

b cos.

its in lecture theatre.

lol

first eva lesson in those kind of place ^^

tt's all for update.

oh ya i gt complain in box agn.

grr.

early noe re-cfm seatin with him agn.

if only he didnt giv mi those irritated look.

carine

2008-10-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

and so am i..

saded.

my last hope to hav the phone found is gone.

mum givin me a hard tym for it.

not even a sympathy.

or even empathy

hais.

thnx for all the concern shown.

i still hate myself for losing it.

darn.

meanwhile to contact me wld b..

offline msgs thru msn.

or tag box.

carine.

2008-10-01T05:28:00.001+08:00

i lost my phone!

idiot.

broke and poor.

GRR!

2008-09-30T13:35:00.005+08:00

eeek..

bugger..

why do ppl enjoy sms mi while im desp need my slp?

im so deprived frm slp le..

why they jus cant leave me alone.

GRR.

n now!

i cant slp le..

nuts..

tonight BOX closing and still don hav enuf slp.

*bish*

ytd pei my dear fren supper..

haha..

he's wanting a slap frm mi.

v obviously.

haha.

anyway..

because he's deprived frm gal..

i jus shuddup.

went to gombak for supper.

prata!

den 651 to chat till 4..

hahah..

heard lots of rumours..

esp.. the BIG SPEAKER.

LOL..

he's finally in river of love.

haha..

good luck..

tt kai..

anyhow spread abt mi ar..

wait till i spill beans abt him

LOL.

carine.

how in the world?

2008-09-29T22:03:00.005+08:00

eek

tdy has been a wonderful and tiring day..

haha..

woke up and met lex at 1030 at BL ctrl stn.

went to bugis to art fren.

bought my depron n some stuff lex and glen need.

den we head back to sch..

woa.. gt to serious wrk.. finish our plane in 2 hrs!

so happy..

its a realli simple plane..

gentle glidin..

HOWEVA..

i accidentally land my beloved plane on the tree..

god.

bloody hell took 2 hrs to make the plane from frm the tree.

gt blister frm climbin fence..

LOL..

i know v cartoon..

cos i nv climb b4..

lol..

my good frens! (on the way to retrieve my plane)

my plane ( frm the back)
my plane (frm the front)
my plane on the tree.. saw it?

LOL

carine

u said i don care..

not as if u do.

2008-09-26T02:59:00.003+08:00

i still refuses to live in reality..

no matter how much bullshyt i talked abt reality

n the non-existence of fairy tale.

a hope for tt still exist within my heart..

hais..

my fave pict since young.

a pure heart of kindness =)

carine

all messed up with love.

2008-09-20T11:14:00.002+08:00

i'm back to blog.

not tt i recover.

still down.

but i can walk n fly.

jus get tired easily..

haha..

sth happy to share abt..

my tee thingy settle liao.

the design can b access frm kai's blog.

white n gold.

gv peeps..

kindly pay up!

im like loan shark sia..

hais..

but wad to do..

im broke~~~~~

n i don hav a rich guy behind mi supporting mi hor!

tsktsk..

my voice got better..

its out of wall-e's range..

abt to scold vul at da ge le..

hahaha..

sang my fav song

a little out tune..

but im happpy enuf..

tmr vessel visit im not able to go.

cos my hse renov.

lied to lect tt im sick..

not really a lie..

but im really sick. jus tt hav to play a part at home.

hav not been ard at home for so long.

feel guilty le.

yeapps..

gg to work later..

a little sian..

but i'll try my best to fulfil my mission as a mid floor~

carine

2008-09-18T19:57:00.004+08:00

i'm back frm my another 'stay away frm home' event.

tt would b the last one for this hol i guess..

i cant take it le.

had alrdy fallen sick.

sian..

end up my jamming thingy really jammed.

idiot.

the chalet

1st day: went at 7 reach at 9 plus.

my royal presence (as alex had mentioned:))

everyone waited for mi.

i apologise for tt.

but when i reached..

we realised alex bike was incapable for long dist..

thus, as a big sis of his..

i sacrificed.

end up rotting ard w ryan dan, ben n ken.

den acc uncle glen to stroll..

went to bed for half an hr den its my turn to bike.

went to downtown east for breakfast.

2nd day. rot agn.

den went to the beach n see sea creatures.

prepare for BBQ until we start cookin.

i giv up on it eventually.

rot ard till i rcv a call frm kai to eat tau huay.

went w mon him n sharon.

came back jus in time to sing alex bday song.

HAPPY 18th BDAY ALEX!

den its time for drinkin.

glen taught mi sth i shdnt learn but i learn it anyway

drank beer

den played truth or dare.

was a little high..

den last one i kena.

dare.

sian. they gave mi one tt is impossible.

end up down a vodka.

zzz.

god.. head went spinnin.

worse than the cruise.

but ok la. jus went to bed peacefully.

lol.

3rd day i'm the early birdie..

lol

showered n gt ready for jammin.

only to find out i hav no voice alrdy.

saded.

packed up n went to bedok for lunch w alex WH n glen

had carrot cake and sourplum sugar cane (NICE!)

den we went to mac to see tt spidy..

hairy n scary..

grr..

den i gt a call frm my mate YC

zzz..

i was like waitin for some sms to tell mi tt he's dere..

den he ended up tellin mi everyone dere whr mi?

vart the hell~

anyway i jus stroll dere and find out

our beloved nesh not dere yet.

=.=

left w/o him to st pat.

for god sake i nv noe its a boy sch.

duh..

nice recordin rm n a lousy OM.

LOL.

listened to the melody tt it has transformed into..

not bad..

SAVIO rox!

haha..

but its hard to sing on our part.

not tt i've tried tho.

hee.. no voice.

damn sad..i cant even sing my fav song n i sound like wall-e

sobb..

went home early n slp like a log.

god..

siann.

tt's all..

carine

i donno wad the hell happen w u back dere.

i tot all was over?

y u did tt for?

sendin mi back to hell?

2008-09-14T23:06:00.005+08:00

hey peeps...
im back frm cruise..
hahaha..
ok..
im back on thurs..
jus too lazy to blog..
blame it on the worms
hee..

hmm.. here's a summary of wad i did..

1st day
upon entering the cabin
all we do is unpack!
haha.. my fav dress n stuff.
went for lunch
workshop workshop..
dinner.
workshop.
practically no life n went to bed at 1 plus

day 2
workshop agn..
den we step ashore..
penang!
^^
wad i do?
nth much buy stuff for parents.
food actualli
den we gt
dinner and wrkshops agn..
aft tt..
i didnt went for bed!
i went for a sing-along session
with capt savio n gerard
n of cos the dns guys ^^
nice vocal i must sae.
with the guitar it's almost perfect.

day 3
mornin.. tired.
breakfast n get ready for phuket..
shop shop shop.
leg pain.
we gt separated cos it will only make the trip b faster.
down pour..
wet!
didnt buy anythin.
zzz.
not a lot..
jacuzzi
workshop and den off i go..
drinkin!
yum..
i donno wad im drinkin..
but its good.
cos once it goes down.. it warm ur inside ^^

day 4
one wrd..
WORKSHOPs~
zzz..
after 1 am~
party..
didnt slp at all..
ok.. did.. 15 mins.
watched the sunrise w mark n weixiang.
was froze.
cos my jacket smell of wad's left of the night.

tym for embarkation
pack n go!
haha.

yeaps.. pic tym..

on the way to penang

in the pool~

me and sab ^^

the gals~

my accomplice for drinkin..(ok half of it.)

carine
HAPPY 19th BDAY FABIAN!!

2008-09-06T21:00:00.004+08:00

heh heh heh

one last entry b4 i go cruising tmr.

nth exciting..

not realli lookin fwd.

but..

ok la.

hee..

mama tok to mi jus now.

ask mi abt relationship stuff..

zzz..

ok..

she kinda brainwash mi..

made mi realise im a bad partner.

oh well.

regret wont bring the relationship back.

unless..

???

enuf..

got to continue packin..

all the best to alex tmr

adieus

carine

2008-09-04T14:49:00.004+08:00

hey peeps!

im back.

funeral went well..

and guess my gramp can rest in peace.

this week was a little difficult.

but thanks to some frens who stood by.

especially kai..

who stayed the whole night accompanying me.

and tar hau n gang for gg prata supper tgt.

im still fortunate.

lost something yet..

i found other stuff tt is valuable too.

hmm..

gg for cruise soon..

7th sept. sunday.

after that most possibly will be headin down to pasir ris for chalet.

den home on 12th.

a whole wk not at home.

hopefully cruise will help mi to wash away those unhappy memories.

although kai sae leave the sch stuff behind..

its impossible when i got a FYP waitin and a plane un-made.

hee..

i didnt forget abt the plane.

the body was broken.

will finish it asap.!

here some stuff for u guys to b amaze abt:

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20080904/tts-science-sex-love-genetics-behaviour-c1b2fc3.html

studies made on human..

finding..

Heterosexuals are deeply attracted to individuals whose faces are similar to that of their opposite-sex parent, they said, suggesting that this characteristic is rooted in an evolutionary drive.

The researchers found a significant correlation in facial similarities between a woman's mate and her father, and also between a man's partner and his mother.

A man's lover and his mother tended to have similar fullness in the lips, width of mouth, as well as length and width of jaw.
For women, the critical features were the distance between mouth and brow, the height of the face, distance between the eyes and the size of a man's nose.

The studies concluded:

"Human couples who are similar in physical and psychological characteristics are more likely to remain together than dissimilar partners, possibly leading to an increase in fertility"

(ps. means female who wan kids. find a guy who are similar to u)

><"

here's some serious stuff for GV peeps.

im currently makin a shirt -dry fit -similar to jersey.

yeap.

color wld b black w red or white with orange.

decision on the no. on the shirt, initial and size is to b made.

kindly sms/email/inform me if u're interested.

carine

maybe its the best tis way.

wall-e w samuel n qian later ^^

2008-08-31T01:33:00.004+08:00

i decide for quite some tym before decidin to blog.
tdy is a long day.
it started out as a lazy mornin.
den a hectic afternoon.
n when i report to wrk in the evening happily..
i rcv a news frm sis tt sth happen to grandpa.
rush dere i rcv the news tt he passed away.
stayed dere for more than 4 hrs.
the feelin dere was terrible.
knowing someone u cared is gone forever.
and all tis happen too suddenly.
there isnt any tym to react at all.

anyway.. im good.
at least not as bad as ah boy said..
i can still smile when theres sth to happy abt.
n can find my players for bball..

one more issue..
tt bugger..
i donno whether are u refering to mi.
but i know that i've tried my best.
i'm avoidin any conflict that may happen.
if u don appreciate it, i donno wad to sae either..

~~i love u.~~

~~hope u do too.~~

2008-08-29T23:42:00.006+08:00

tdy is a tiring day.

went to RSAF open hse.

its nice..

all the fighter planes and choppers.

yeaps..

n guess wad? i had my first ride on a plane.

yes.. plane.. haha..

nv went oversea before..

n my first ride is C-130..

big plane

haha..

here's the pict of it..

and the pict of the fan frm inside..

my fav plane. f-16

f-5.

choppers.

lastly one of my fav! tankers!! (ships)

carine

*ps. i donno wad to sae.

2008-08-28T12:08:00.003+08:00

hi ppl!
ok.. im not energetic at all..
very tired in fact..
grrr.. had only 3 hrs of slp..
god.. im dying..

ytd was long and andy last day..

which mean supper..

hee..

it was good..

we got..

longandyhaukaimonjasqianlingyanvicfabHSsharonmuisamjeffyunwesely

yep yep..

i drove mon's auto car too..

god..

it was killin mme when i drove..

deres like 4 passengers lorr..

imagine i hav nv drive anyone other than my instructor b4..

n once n for all i hav 4 lives on hand.

LOL.

wads the coolest thingy is... parkin..

haha..

scary..

the car wasnt well-park but im satisifed.

yeap yeap..

tym for bed.

tired tired.

carine

2008-08-27T01:57:00.003+08:00

hee.. ^^
tdy i wrk as EOS..
lol..
with..
muahahaha..
fabian.
eh..
actually my candy bar staff on monday 'moved' to floor tdy.
tt include vic, ryan n fab.
yep..
all males..
i tried gg in candy bar to get more female to tok to..
but.. got tt kai to kajiao..
lol..

tdy was good..
fab took almost all the job..
made mi extremely guilty.
hais.
saded.
but he jus tryin to b nice.
appreciated it tho.

everything went smoothly tdy.
nth biggie happen.
iris is ok..
big mountain aka big mouth is v v v v noisy.
haha.

yeap yeapp..
tt's all for tdy.

nuts.. im craving for mr bean's choc pancake..
yum!
tmr gg to buy one to eat le..
^^

carine

2008-08-24T04:06:00.003+08:00

=)
im bloggin at 4 in the mornin..
wanna apologise to kai..
i still think i wanna find out some things i wanna noe.
^^ u noe wad i mean
hee..

dear went to bed v early..
zzz.

now all i gt is my ham hams to pei..
n.. alex..

oh ya.
dated kai to go buy slippers aft pay day..
his slippers like some one's..
a hole!
haha..

chalet..
i donno..
tis hol gt too many of tis thingy.
gv's fall on cruise trip..
the followin one right aft cruise..
dots..
think i don wanna go for cruise liao..

messy~

think slp better..

night..

carine

2008-08-22T11:32:00.002+08:00

im tired.
hehehe.
stayed all night to play game cos i cant slp.
mayb too used to slp late again.

went drivin.
boring
den to ICA collect passport.
wanna find some ppl out yet afraid.
zz..
den end up gg home alone.

den..
here i am.
nappin.
^^

if i tell u

u're the one..

wld u believe?

carine

2008-08-21T14:37:00.002+08:00

i'm back to blogging.

well, current status is painting of my nails

however, it jus happen that my thumb nails seems so difficult to paint.

either that or i have lost the skill.

too long never paint.

haha..

this holiday seems so long...

grrr..

to be frank i never really like holidays.

they are either too pack or too bored.

yesterday was working at candy bar.

omg.

was before dot..

but!

auntie cfm scold de..

most of the work done by yingling and me.

the newbie..

count finish his money n its almost time for sweeping le.

lol.

im going out later!

for what?

i donno.

jus wana see some ppl.

hee.

oh ya.

long's last day is next wed.

(ps. tt bugger keep on staying!) X)

said popcorn will expire?

doi..

excuses..

ya.. talking about that.

i realise some things..

most of the guys in gv..

FLIRT.

god..

i cant stand it.

kao..

er xin de yao si..

*sry.. don mean to b offensive.

but if any realise..

they are attackin the 'xiao mei mei's

tsk tsk..

hope they dont go overboard before i start pin-pointing who..

jus a comment.

yumyum..

im hungry

carine.

2008-08-19T01:01:00.004+08:00

heh heh..

ive changed my blog skin.

sth realli old.

yeap.

but somehow im lazy to find another

thus, im settled w tis one.

tdy finally back to work~

not bad..

got uncle sam to 'cartoon' ard w mi~

we chatted abt havin generation gap.

LOL.

but wad so crappy abt tdy..

is a customer..

he stared into my eyes when i said no outside food.

god..

i hate it when ppl do tt..

staring..

feel like #$%^&* him..

OH WELL..

tt's another day.

sth more abt my blog..

its uploaded w a song..

'that things you do'

tis song..

mean sth to mi..

well.. at least i noe it does.

its played by the grp 'the wonders'

i find it v good.

it reminded mi of 2 frens..

who somehow or another not in talkin terms with each other.

both played good music and can b really good fren if they try.

yet both refuses to put away their differences.

n so..

the beautiful music that they played would become history..

i donno whether both of them will read tis.

but i hope they will n do sth abt it.

carine

ILU ^^

2008-08-16T01:20:00.003+08:00

Happy 19th bday JOO!

well well..

last day of paper.

and yup! of course im soooo delighted!

hahaha..

i gained back my freedom..

but.. i nid slp soon..

dying le.

hmm..

i cant help but think abt everythin tt i shouldnt b thinkin.

hais..

dere is so many things out of place..

am i able to correct it?

i donno.

i try my best to stop thinkin abt it.

but eventually i hav to settle it de.

oh well..

tdy went to marina n at jack's place we celebrated our dearie 19th bday.

n upon blowin the candles she made 3 wishes (1 is really riddiculous!)

waste it.

hais.

we went for the movie. it was nice!

entertainin i wld sae^^

haha..

n of cos the shopping..

kao..

deres so many i wanna buy yet im so financially unstable.

saded..

POOR~

lol. =D

carine

i nid the love n concern!